zing.

zing, if you happen to read this,

i want you to fucking stop torturing yourself for him!

can you stop finding ways to hurt yourself just to get his attention and love?

you yourself knows better that he DOSENT CARE!

so can you just stop it?

do you know it hurts me to see you behaving in this manner?

i still remember not long ago you called me and you were crying away.

because of what HE did to you.

and now, the same thing happened again.

you almost jumped into the river for him.

you shed so much tears for him.

you got admitted into the hospital because of him.

you did so many things for him. [cuppies, hand made PJs]

and now?

he didn't even show a least bit of concern for you even after you told him you're sick.

so please please please, i beg you.

stop torturing yourself.

it's really not worth it.

i want both of us to be good.

i'm trying, and i want you to, too.

i love you,

i bet your friends do too.

why do you need someone who dosen't care to bring yourself down?

please stop torturing yourself.

move on.

don't say you cant cos you didn't even try.

i really don't wana see you continue doing all these to yourself.

sweetie, noone can help you outta this.

we can only be by your side.

that's what someone[kent] told me, it applies to you too.

it's you yourself to decide whether you're gona cry for him everyday

or move on and find someone else who'd love you more than he did.

p.s: i'll be there for you when you need me. dont worry..