married?

"what if i'm married now?"

eh eh, seriously, i have been thinking about this whole marriage thingy for the past few days.

i want someone to be there for me until when i'm like 80 years old.

but i have a strong aversion towards commitments and i get weary of things really fast.

so how am i suppose to sustain a long term relationship with someone, in other words, my FUTURE partner.

i can say it's near impossible to me.

can you imagine, i'm actually quite sick of my own family?!

HAHAH.

every woman's ultimate dream is to get married and have kids and blah blah blah..

but to me, that's not a dream, that a torture!

i wonder how my life would be when i'm 30.

hmm hmm hmm..

p.s: i love to rattle nonsense on my blog (: