being supportive towards people does not mean they will do the same for you.
remembering the slightest things about them does not mean that they will do the same for you.
sacrificing for them does not mean that they will even appreciate it.
that day when i figure out that even if i'm dying right in front of you, you will only save yourself, i no longer feel disappointed.
it's really getting tiring because everything is just about you, you, you.
i can never be myself when i'm with you...