I feel lonely, so dishearten today. I know my condition. It's rare case and doctors says I'm really lucky to pull through. But my inadbilities has caused trouble to everyone. If I have a choice, I'd rather I stopped breathing in ICU. :,( no more sufferings. Friends leh? I've only left zing. But she's going back Perth soon for studies. Brina? Ken? Kel? They all have their lives to continue. I do not blame them. Brining me out is like a burden. Must keep looking after me. I really don't want this... 写着写着,眼泪不自觉得流啊流.