fucked up day..

went home from 0707 around afternoon time cos i was feeling really pissed and fucked up..
i just wana go home..
for once in my life i actually said that!
so i went home..
at home things didn't get any better cos i was all alone...
i just kept doing things that are fucking stupid..
not in the mood, didn't eat..
throat hurts like fuck..
strepsils was the only thing i ate until mummy came home around 7plus..
i said i was hungry, but i only ate 1/3 of the rice..
i just felt so bloated.. i wana puke..

GOOD/HAPPY NEWS FOR ME,
ken's coming over!!=)
i am HAPPY^^ yayyay~~
i told him that my day hasn't been good and i'm sick and sore throat and etc..
he came and he bought me these!!=)

teehheehhee~
so freaking nice lah my dear ken..=)
no matter what i know you are still the best..

chit chatted for abit..
planned sleepovers for weekends..
whenever you're around, there are always laughter..
you always mange to make me smile whenever i'm about to tear..
i hope i can keep you inside my pocket forever so that i will never ever shed a tear again.. hoho~
cos crying dosen't feel good at all..

anyways, I LOVE YOU KEN!!!!
no body and i mean NO ONE can ever replace you..
orh hor, you die, i will cling on to you FOREVER, i dont care!!

although this pic is quite long ago, but i've decided to post it, cos you look fucking cute!!! hehehe~
yes yes, i know i look damn retarded..
but,
I DONT CARE!
hohoho~

i wana be really happy again...
its hard..
but i'll try..