why cant the rain stop?

hmm..
i thought i was ok..
laughing and joking around with everyone around..
but i hate it when everyone's gone and leaving me all alone..
my tears will start to fall unknowingly..
I HATE IT..
but you dosen't seem to be concern AT ALL..
maybe its my fault for hiding me feelings so well that you cant tell i was acting to be happy all along..
but you didn't show the LEAST bit of concern and happily ignored me..
cool shit..
i think seriously, you didn't actually liked me at all..
i feel worthless to you.
isit a relieve that it's all over?
i feel like a fucking stupid idiot.. seriously..
i may just wana slam my head onto a wall now..
why do i even bother to long for your concern?
dont assume that i'm ok, cos i'm not..
NOT AT ALL...
dont tell me sorry or you feel bad..
you dont have to. you dont need to.
cos whatever you say now is completely useless..
it dosen't help.

i feel like whatever i did was all unrequited..